andang_maulana

i kiss a girl, and she smiles. she said, id love to have you here all night.
i said, id love that too, but i can’t. you don’t love me.
why o why you said that? she said. i love you, just like you want. just like your dreams.
exactly! i said. this is where i suppose to open my eyes and wake up.
no, don’t do that. you’ll cry afterwards.
no, i wouldn’t. i am ready.
really? would you let go of me in your dreams? she said.
no, for i am not ready for that. i only up for a night at a time. i’ll keep you in dreams for that the only thing i could do to be with you. whole.
you know im with you almost every day love. she put her arm around my back.
i know..i know. i can only stare the floor.
so what do you want more? she let her arm fall upon my lap.
i want you to want me. to need me. to ask me where i’ve gone and where i’m going.
i want you to be jealous, i need you to be curious.
i cant, o you know i cant,, for i need more. she stands up and walk to the door.
i need more than you. though i am happy with you, you’re never in my dreams. and never will.
eventually i’ll wake up. i said to my self,
but i never did. i never opened my eyes.
i still dreaming of you, wanted you.
hopefully you’re dreams will guide you somewhere, a place where i’ll wait with roses and songs telling stories of your beautiful laugh..

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